wearing all black today to mourn the death of my motivation
Mandy. 21. Chi Omega. Bi-Polar. Marine Sister.
Northern Independence & Southern Charm.
I haven’t really been eating lately. I went to bed so hungry last night, I woke up this morning even more hungry. But now it’s to the point where I don’t feel well because of it that I don’t want to eat. Also some strange part of me feels like I deserve the pain that I am feeling. Or that it is making me feel alive in some way because I’m actually feeling something genuine. I know that I’m hungry, there is no way around that, what I am feeling is true. I don’t know if this is me slipping back into old habits or what. I just feel in control right now. And honestly, I don’t really have much control over anything else right now…
WHEN A LADY ASKS YOU TO SPANK HER ASS, YOU SPANK THAT ASS